princess_pop

lyrics and bacolod

2007-06-09T16:05:18Z

little wonders
By rob thomas

let it go,
let it roll right off your shoulder
don’t you know
the hardest part is over
let it in,
let your clarity define you
in the end
we will only just remember how it feels

our lives are made
in these small hours
these little wonders,
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away,
but these small hours,
these small hours still remain

let it slide,
let your troubles fall behind you
let it shine
until you feel it all around you
and i don’t mind
if it’s me you need to turn to
we’ll get by,
it’s the heart that really matters in the end

our lives are made
in these small hours
these little wonders,
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away,
but these small hours,
these small hours still remain

all of my regret
will wash away some how
but i can not forget
the way i feel right now

in these small hours
these little wonders
these twists & turns of fate
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away but these small hours
these small hours, still remain,
still remain
these little wonders
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away
but these small hours
these little wonders still remain

--> just love the message of this song...

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Just droppin by to say hi. Im here in bacolod for a docu on reporter's notebook. Pls do watch it this tuesday nyt (well,make that wednesday am) after saksi.

Of course, my trip wont be complete without visiting my girlfriend (issue?!), sophia - now a native of bacolod.ü seeing her just made me realize i missed her a lot. So to catch up, she spent the night at the hotel where i checked in. Distance really aint a hindrance for good friends. Really blessed to have her. We chatted till wee hourr. I guess we'll do the same tonight since i'll be leaving tomorrow. Haay..back to manila...

HP

2007-06-05T13:47:52Z

friends (soft, armi, etc)-- its not what you think! just read on.

busy...busy...busy -- reason why my journal's dusty and rusty.

but i need not explain further, i know you know what i mean. though, im pretty jealous of busy people who still manage to update their journals.

nyways, a lot happened to me since i last visited my blog. can't remember 'em all but i would like to jot those unforgettable ones soon, if i'll have time though.

my life's kinda routinary right now. i go to work, go home after, then wake up the next day to go to work again. the cycle just doesn't stop except for my days off (kahit alipin nagde-day off no?!hahaha!).

but i'm happy. yes i am a Happy Person now. maybe i just found my way back to love. hahaha! (parang narinig ko na to sa music and lyrics?) but you read it right. i love MYSELF again.

months ago, i sort of lost track of where to go. blamed myself too much. heartaches and failures pushed me almost to the limit.
but before reaching the dead end --
i forced myself to wake up and move on with life with my head up.

it's happy to be happy.

buhay na ulit ako!

2006-01-14T13:35:28Z

You scored as Journalism. You are an aspiring journalist, and you should major in journalism! Like me, you are passionate about writing and expressing yourself, and you want the world to understand your beliefs through writing.

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will talaga ni Lord na broad comm yung kunin ko noh?:)

tagal kong nawala.

dami nangyari. pero minsan kailangan mo lang tumahimik para makapag-isip ano dapat gawin sa buhay.

salamat nga pala sa mga kaibigan ko na laging nanjan para ako'y damayan, lalo na nitong christmas season.
1st time kong nawala sa piling ng pamilya sa pasko at bagong taon.

though, i'm still thankful na nakauwi pa rin me kahit super late na.

sabi nga nila ...
there's no place like HOME!:)

after 48 long years!

2005-11-30T23:48:12Z

grabeh! i'm back...

tagal ko ring nagpahinga sa paglo-log noh? miss niyo ba ako? kasi ako, i miss myself na!

the reason why i haven't written for more than a month kasi BUSY na ang byuti ko!

i never thought na magiging ganito kabusy life ko. super busy na for a month, ni di ko man lang na-experience ang totoong day OFF!

SIR once told me back when i was so frustrated when my day off comes na i should enjoy it coz time will come when i would long for DAY OFFS!

and he was right! ngayon, parang gusto ko ng mag-DAY OFF lagi! tnk gudness, mag-daday off na rin ako today! YAHOO! :)

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sa tagal kong nawala, pati sa love life ko, o mas tama atang crush life o like life, may BAGO na rin!:)

kaso parang di ako masaya kasi naman...
may asawa na naman ung trip kong guy! huhuhu! so hanggang crush lang talaga ako sa kanya! :(

don't worry guys, i'll keep my word! wala na pong ibang level ang gusto kong marating sa bago kong crush!

though, i must admit na kinikilig ako everytime nagkakasama kami! :)

about my SIR crush, like ko pa rin siya. the thing is...
i'm starting to accept the fact na hanggang crush lang din ako sa kanya.

di pa rin kasi niya me nakikita eh!:(

but as the famous saying goes, LOOK AT THE BRIGHTER SIDE OF LIFE...
and so i am!

iniisip ko na lang, baka nga he came in my life just to assure that my ideal man exists.
he might not be the ONE but i'm sure of one thing...
he broght and still brings smile in my face without doing anything at all! :)

friendster horoscope...

2005-10-18T16:41:37Z

Taurus (Apr 20 - May 20)

The Bottom Line

Someone you relate to is interested in more than friendship. Be ready for romance.

In Detail

If anyone is convinced that they're perfectly capable of doing anything at all, it's you. So when things start picking up at a ridiculously hectic pace, you'll be game to keep up with it, cheerfully and pleasantly, even if you end up doing two jobs in the meantime. You'll be doing more yawning than breathing, so keep lots of tissues handy -- just so your coworkers won't think you're on a crying jag, instead of just plain old exhausted.

kumusta naman to? haha! yup, really tired of doing two things at the same time. kapagod pala no? sana naman di ako ma-burn out like what sir howie said...

LORD help...

GOOD NEWS!

2005-10-14T09:39:52Z

sa lahat ng nag-bigay panahon para bigyan ako ng advise, isang masigabong palakpakan para sa inyo! :)

seriously, thank you for all your advices. :)

i already accepted THE offer. that's not the good news (though i also consider it to be 1).

and now, the GOOD NEWS...

i can keep my job!

my boss and i talked last monday. she told me i would remain as a reporter.
the documentarist offer was more of a training for me to hone my skills.
therefore, i would be having 2 jobs - a segment producer and a reporter.

hmmm...i still don't know how to balance my schedule. but, i'm optimistic bout my new work. :)
actually, i'll be starting this sunday (no! today effective na pala since i already reserved us a vehicle for sunday's shoot! hehe!).

THE documentarist and his staff welcomed me last night with a dinner. it was sweet of them. as THE documentarist said, i would be the 1st major change in his segment staff since they have worked together for more than 2 yrs now. so pressure! pressure! hope i can live up to his expectations and of course, my own expectations.

as i understand my boss, i won't have any increase in my paycheck. but it doesn't matter for now. i'll still be testing the waters pa naman. i'll see 1st if the load of my job doesn't change as a reporter, then that would be the time for me to appeal about my pay. (tsaka di naman papayag si LORD na maalipin ako for nothing, right? :))

LORD thanks so much for everything. :)

dahil sa isang kanta...

2005-10-09T09:52:08Z

naranasan niyo na bang maiyak habang pinakikinggan ang isang kanta tungkol sa pag-ibig?
dahil ba minsa'y nadama niyo na ang ligaya o di kaya'y pighating nilalarawan ng umaawit?

masarap isiping kahit sa saliw ng musika ay nabubuhay ang mga alaalang nais balikan o kahit ang nakaraang akala'y binaon na ng panahon.

masaya sana kung ganoon, pero...
paano kung ang luha'y di napigilang tumulo dahil napagtanto mong ni minsan, hindi pa pinadama sa iyo ang wagas na pag-ibig na tinutukoy ng kumakanta?

will i or will i not?

2005-10-07T15:12:49Z

a while ago, i was offered a new job. i was really overwhelmed - hearing it right from THE documentarist himself.

he asked me to produce him. of course, i was very pleased and very honored. not only would i be producing one of his segments that i love dearly, i would also be trained by him. i can't hide the smile from my heart, BUT...

a thought came right bulging inside my head so i asked him...

"does that mean sir i would have to leave my current job?"

he answered, "yes."

right then and there, i was in a dilemma. questions were ringing from both sides of my ears.

how can i leave the job i dreamed of?

can i simply turn away from my career when everything seems to be in place?

how can i also turn down a great offer?

is the job he's offering me is the ONE for me?

having sensed my uneasiness when the smile on my face slowly faded, THE documentarist told me that he understands that it would be hard for anyone working in front of the camera to just hide behind it. so he'll give me time to think it through.

when i was alone (though with a friend and later, even a crowd and yet i still felt all alone), i digested his words about working behind the camera. not that i don't enjoy working in front of it (coz it does give one a feeling of credibility of a factual story teller). the thing is...

i never considered that factor.

galantly - or to put it bluntly, PLASTIC as it may sound, it doesn't matter if i work in front or behind the camera as long as i know i'm enjoying the job. and for sure, i would also enjoy being his producer (if i accepted his offer) coz aside from the perks i mentioned above, i would have the opportunity to travel around the country - which is one of my dreams.

then again, i could also travel with my current job. though, i just have to be patient.

so i was torn again.

what really bothers me leaving my current job is the PEOPLE i have learned to love (and even hate, though not that seriously) - the cameramen, the assistants, the desk people, the senior and junior reporters, my fellow newbees, the production staff, the editors and even the bosses.

if i would take the offer, i would also have to take the fact that i will be seeing less the men and women i worked, enjoyed, talked, laughed, and even cried with. for even just more than 4 months being with them, i already built a foundation strong enough (i think) to instantly destroy.

whew!:(

i told a friend, she told me to think it through and decipher which of the two jobs i love more.

then i shared my dilemma with my mom. she asked me also to weigh the two. more importantly, she advised me to share it with HIM and ask for guidance.

not an hour passed, i think GOD already extended a helping hand.

i asked SIR.

he didn't tell me to think of it. he said, if he was to be asked, he would decline the offer. his reason was it would be like stepping down the ladder instead of climbing up. he told me to enjoy first my job. if i got tired of it (which i doubt i will in the near future), then i could choose to produce.

his words made it a bit easier for me decide.

obviously, my current job weighs more now than THE offer.

still, i would not decide right away. i have to take time to think things over.

YOU, what do you think? will i or will i not take it?

mr.A and the Sirs

2005-10-02T14:31:23Z

mr. a and i went out again last night. but it was not a second date anymore!

actually, i won't even call the first night out with him as a date, well you can call it a friendly date if you want but it was just it - a platonic meeting.

meeting mr. a was like going out with a long lost friend.

the nice thing was, he just felt that way too (he told me last night while out with his friend at bagaberde).

we'll meet again tomorrow (hopefully if my sched would permit) and i think i just found a very good company in him.

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remember my teacher crush?
well, he's back in the network! :)

i'd be working with, rather FOR him (since he'll be one of my bosses) and i just wanna say that i'm as happy as he said he was with his transfer. working for him was sort of a dream come true. not that i want to see him everyday coz he's my crush, but i just want to know how it feels like working with an ex-teacher whom i had a really big crush on.

and to complete the happiness...

last saturday, we went out along with my fellow officemates - the newbees whom he wants to get acquianted with.

as expected, i was all smiles since it was the first time i joked around with him.

but my heart beat double time when he said he was really proud of me. all along, i thought he never notices me and my efforts back in school and even in the business i entered.

highlight was...

alone in his car while he was driving me home, he repeated his complement. that moment, i said i could already die. but i choose to reconsider. i know there would still be lots of times i could share a moment with the man i really look up to back in college as a great professor and a dedicated journalist.

he thanked me for the night. i thanked him too...

...but i know i could never thank him that much for the inspiration he gave me. :)

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i just miss my sir crush in the office...
actually, i just chatted with him. but then i still miss him.

when will i miss him no more?

was it a date?

2005-09-29T14:44:08Z

before the so-called-date:

mr.A and i met each other just once in a "travel agency" . my officemate introduced us. the three of us chatted for a few minutes before saying bye!

then, last week he called on our office phone asking for the sched of i-wit docufest. at first, i didnt recognize his voice and even his name coz i never thought we'd interact again.

came monday, he asked me out for coffee. i immediately agreed thinking that was the first time i was asked out by someone i met just once. also, i was really looking for some time out from my weird affection for my senior - the one i really had a big crush and whom i lovingly call SIR!

mr. A and i then scheduled our coffee affair on weds 8pm. but things got a little rough for me coz i was aked to go on duty - 4pm to 12mn.

but we were (or should i say - I was because of peer pressure) really determined to make our "coffee date" a reality. so, we met after my job at 12mn.

during the "date":

he was already seated in a couch when i arrived.

of course, i thought it would be awkward for us to just chat and act that we really know each other.

amazingly, talking with him went effortlessly. we talked about his life, my life, my work, his work, my officemate who introduced us, music, our ex's, our stupidity when we fall in love, his crush, my crush, how God worked in our lives, and almost everything that pops out of our head.

next thing we know, it was already past 5am. time to go home. time to say, "see you again. thanks!"

i'd describe the night/morning with just a word: GREAT!

after the date:

i got home minutes before 6am. i texted him i was home. he replied. he teased me to my crush, Sir. i returned the favor and teased him to his crush, my friend and officemate. then i said gud nyt. he said good night.

the end... OOOPS!

not yet!

around 4pm, he texted me saying he'll visit the office. i said later coz i was still out in the field working. he updated me with his day's plan. i shared mine as well. it went on like this.

then just minutes ago, he said he was going to pampanga. he invited me. i declined the offer coz i still have work tomorrow. i then said good night and God bless their (he's with friends) trip.

was that the end?

NO!

the date was just a start of a new friendship.

quiz galore! :)

2005-09-26T07:59:50Z

Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover

You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you!
Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter.
You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you.

You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable
Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life
By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover.

Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives.
Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours.
No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

talaga lang ha...bat di ko pa rin siya nakukuha?
isa lang naman siya eh...

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.

You tend to give more than take in relationships.

You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

haha! at least ito totoo!:)

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy.

They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder.

It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment.

They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

How Do People See You?

totoo ba to friends? feeling ko oo eh! :)

You Are 31 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

ayan, matanda na talaga ako! pero ala pa naman akong true love eh! hehehe!:)
at least, halos magkasintanda na lang pala kami, if that is how he sees me.
kaso mukhang bata pa rin tingin niya sa akin eh! :(

Your Inner Child Is Surprised

You see many things through the eyes of a child.
Meaning, you're rarely cynical or jaded.
You cherish all of the details in life.
Easily fascinated, you enjoy experiencing new things.

How Is Your Inner Child?

ayan, bata pa rin daw talaga ako! :)

what can i say now?

2005-09-11T09:23:48Z

wala naman pong gaaong happenings sa akin this past few days.

share ko nalang yung experience ko kahapon. it was my first time to enter malacañang, as in sa loob. kakatuwa kasi ang galing talaga ng mga pinoy. ang dedetalye ng mga wood carvings. ang galing talaga!

medyo nairita lang ako kasi medyo mataray yung other "journalists" doon. although, marami rin namang mababait. kasi naman, parang they let you feel na wala kang alam when in fact, ayun ginamit din ng iba yung mga soundbites which i asked myself. hahaay...

well, just have to get used to it na lang siguro...:)

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wala pa rin akong housemate. siguro, i'll just be living in my place alone till makaya ko. actually, i'm kind of determined na na kayanin talaga!

yup, it ain't practical with my very low salary. but, i really have no choice. ang dami ko ng gamit na pambahay and it's so hard to be renting a room lang or even mag-board.

iniisip ko na lang, masaya naman ako sa place ko and i really feel at home doon. mabait pa si ate nilda na lagi akong tinutulungan. :)

siyempre, ambait din ng may-ari ng place na nirerentahan ko kaya nga it's so hard for me to just leave it.

sana nga lang makaahon na ako...kelan ko pa kaya matatamasa ang mga pinaghihirapan ko araw-araw sa opisina? wala na kasi akong pinagkakagastusan kundi bahay! but it's ok...kaya ko toh! :) with God's grace...:)

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just have to say this! ang GWAPO niya kanina! hehehe! :)

akala ko bukas ko pa siya mamamataan...but no! ang bait talaga ni LORD sa akin.

likod pa lang, nadama ko ng siya ang mamang nakaporma to the nth level. whew! as in ang cute cute niya sa outfit niya at neat (make it very neat kasi dati ng neat) hairstyle niya! :)

he made my day again! :)

princess_pop @ 2005-09-06T18:12:00

2005-09-06T10:19:27Z

You Belong in London

A little old fashioned, and a little modern.

A little traditional, and a little bit punk rock.

A unique woman like you needs a city that offers everything.

No wonder you and London will get along so well.

What City Do You Belong in? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

haha! sabi ko na nga ba...i do belong in london! :)

uy, di ko dinaya ito ha! :)

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just saw him today, la lang...the feeling was great seeing him again. sabi ko na, kahit makita lang siya, ok na araw ko! :)

ang ganda talaga ng mga mata niya...kahit na puno ng eyebugs, keri lang! he's still gwapo! harharhar! :)

napapakanta na lang tuloy ako --

sa tuwina'y naaalala ka...
lalalala (hindi ko kabisado lyrics!), laging kasama ka...
ikaw ang alala, sa aking pag-iisa...
wala ng iibigin pang iba...:)

princess_pop @ 2005-08-31T18:24:00

2005-08-31T10:34:19Z

"List five songs that you are currently digging - it doesn't matter what genre they are from, whether they have words, or even if they're not any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying right now. Post these instructions and the five songs (with artist) in your blog. Then tag five people to see what they're listening to."

1.dream of me – kirsten dunst
2.sa kanya pa rin babalik (ung sa attic cat nga...) – sharon cuneta
3.maling akala - brownman revival
4.something stupid - nicole kidman and robbie williams
5.i believe (tagalog version) - jimmy bondoc

Tagged by armidoodles
1. Go into your LJ’s archive.
2. Find your 23rd post (or closest to).
3. Find the fifth sentence (or closest to).
4. Post the text of the sentence in your blog along with these instructions.
5. Tag 5 people on your friend list

note: shaks! 15 pa lang entries ko...nyways, sayang ang effort so go pa rin ang life!

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mas cute pala siya...

2005-08-31T10:15:22Z

i just proved na mas cute pala yung sir na una kong naging crush!

soft asked me to accompany her sa pag-apply sa abc5 as intern. kakatuwa kasi i saw my teacher crush ulit. grabeh! ang cute talaga niya. as in CUTE!

can't help but smile...sabi nga ni soft, sobrang halata ako. pero KEBER! at least for just a second, make it almost an hour, nakalimutan ko ung sir crush ko sa office...:)

haayyyy...sir.... ;)

pero syempre, pagbalik ko bukas sa office, balik din ang lahat sa normal. si sir pa rin ang magwawagi sa mga mata ko! :)

at last!

2005-08-29T13:20:01Z

after 2 weeks of hibernation, nagkakarir na rin ako! :)

la lang...just happy na nabigyang pansin yung mga bagay na close sa heart ko...

1st time ko rin nga palang magstand upper! kakatuwa! scripted pa! as in pinag-isipan ko for one whole day! hahahayyy...:)

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tungkol nga pala sa kanya, natutuwa na akong makita siya. kakainis lang na ngayon pang wala na akong ganong energy to talk about him, saka naman ako nililink sa kanya! :(

pero sige lang, mangyayari pa rin ang dapat mangyari kung talagang will ni LORD siya for me...:)

let's try it again!

2005-08-27T03:48:59Z

rawnna Highway

Fame City	9
Study Hall	13
Dumpsville	56
Confusion Lane	118
County Jail	302
Please Drive Carefully

Where are you on the highway of life?

From Go-Quiz.com

tinry ko rin ung name ko...totoo ba tO? so mag-aaral ulit ang beuty ko? pero keri lang...sana naman somewhere abroad...check ko na sa london! hahaha!:)

ayoko ng magkasakit!

2005-08-25T13:15:39Z

princess_pop Highway

Dumpsville	7
Loony-Bin Lane	24
Bewilderment Avenue	52
Lake Love	118
TravelWorld	283
Please Drive Carefully

Where are you on the highway of life?

From Go-Quiz.com

talaga lang ha...goog luck pala sa akin!

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nagkasakit ako ng sufir for the 1st time in my entire stay dito sa manila! grabeh! halos mamatay ako sa taas ng lagnat at sakit ng ulo nung sunday. nag didiliryo na rin ata ako! kumusta naman kasing mag-isa lang ako sa bahay at wala ako ni isang gamot!

buti na lang at loves talaga ako ni Lord...dumating mama ko straight from COTABATO CiTY!:)

pag dating ni mama, parang magic, nag-subside ang fever ko!:)

wala talagang tatalo sa haplos ng nanay! touch therapy ika nga...

namimiss ko na tuloy ang makasama ang pamilya kaya nga't....

gusto ko ng gumawa ng sariling pamilya! hahaha! :)

pero seriously, i really do want a family na. gusto ko ng mag-asawa at magkababy! :) haaayyyy...

3 weeks...

2005-08-14T11:53:15Z

gosh, i feel so bad coz i haven't been to church for 3 weeks now! lazy body! arghhh! bakit nga ba hindi ko ma-control ang pagiging tamad ko!:( patawad po Lord...:(

the will is strong but the body is weak! but that ain't an excuse, i know...kaya nga i feel guilty kasi pagpapasok ako sa opisina, halos magkandaugaga ako para hindi ma-late tapos pagsimba na ang pinag-uusapan, napakapabaya ko sa oras! RAWNNA, kainis ka! :/

the reason i went back to my place last night instead of accompanying my mom before for her last night stay here in the city was to go to church! but no! i didn't even value that chance. i just let it slept by. whew! i should have stayed with her last night!:(

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last night i went to zirkoh with my mom and her friend. tita treated us. i just can't get it why a lot of people waste money just because they have so much. the entrance fee was P400 (almost my whole day's work pay!)

i am not bitter of some sort coz of the fact that i just can't afford to spend that much money. the thing is, why are there so many rich people who would even give their P500 as a tip to the performer (gladys guevarra) to sing their requested song, when there are a lot of people who'd die just to get that amount of money for their everyday's need.

i am saying this coz i am also guilty of such wasteful acts. at times too, i indulge myself to a hundred plus coffee or P500 worth of meal or late night gimik. why can't i just give it to the people who're dying of hunger?

hmmm...Lord, i know you have a reason for all these. it seems like life is really unfair. but thank You coz that's the way it is. if not, i'm sure all of us would end up in hell if life is indeed fair!

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kakatanggap ko lang ng balitang SIPSIP daw ako...

hmmm...sa mga taong nakakabasa nito, react naman kayo if in some ways you also see as that kind of person.

siguro dahil masyado akong friendly (pwede rin kayong umalma if you don't agree!) kaya some people see it as SIPSIP. pero masama na bang maging mabait at pleasant? di naman po ako namimili kung kanino maging friendly at hindi eh.

masama bang makasundo yung seniors mo? ka-vibes ko rin naman yung mga junior people eh. haayyy buhay...
bakit ba hindi nauubusan ng intriga ang mga tao?

for as long as i remember, i never intend to be make some people like me. hindi nga po kasi ako ganung tao.

again, if some people really don't like me or even hate me, i can't do anything about it. i can't please everyone, ika nga.

basta, one thing is for sure - i'm not going to change just because of rumors like this.!

people who know the real RAWNNA love the RAWNNA they know and i know! i do LOVE the way i am! :)

bangkay! bangkay! bangkay!

2005-08-13T09:40:55Z

i had my 1st crime experience yesterday! and it was immediately followed today!pansin ko lang, hinahabol ata ako ng mga bangkay! waaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh!!!!!!

kumusta naman ung 5'9" na tao ay pinagkasya sa isang drum at sinimento pa! ewwww talaga ang amoy...
halos hindi nga ako makahinga sa amoy and you wouldn't dare to remove your hanky on your nose talga dahil sa sangsang ng amoy!

grabehhh! i really thank God for giving me strenght kahapon. na-prove ko ng i can stand covering cases like that lalo pa ng kinover namin kanina ung chop-chop na katawan nung isang lalaki sa nova. in fairness sa chop-chop na un, mas grabeh yung amoy nung bangkay kahapon. naisip ko na lang, tunay ngang repleksyon ng buhay ang pelikula dahil akala ko, sa movies lang nangyayari mga crimes na ganun...:(

nyways, i even asked soft to sleep at my place dahil i dont want to be alone. not that im afraid na dalawin ako nung "alex" na nasa drum. i just dont wanna be lonely yesterday (parang ung kanta...)

speaking of kanta, si soft nga pala nagpapaka-composer. natuwa ako kasi ang dami pala talagang pwedeng gawan ng kanta. di tulad ng news. but i love news pa rin. di lang niya ako pinapasaya, binubuhay niya rin ako. pero talaga bang nabubuhay ako ng news? ayoko ng isipin dahil sasakit lang ulo ko malamang. ni hindi ko na nga kino-compute ung mga gastusin ko sa sweldo ko kasi magkaka-migraine lang ako! waaaaaaaahhhhhhhh!!!

but then again, mabait pa rin si Lord. i know someday, makakaalpas pa rin ako sa lusak na kinalulugmukan ko (by wesley sa TURO-TURO)!:)

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sya nga pala, lumipat na ako ng bahay! sa ground floor na ako at mag-isa! hahaha!
masaya pala sya dea...ung feeling independent ka at on your own!
pero nakakalungkot pa rin sa laki ng rent at mga gastusin ko! waaahhh! :(
pero keri lang yan Lord di bah? if You wouldn't send me a roomate, i know naman You'll increase my salary or give me extra income para kakayanin na ng powers ko! :)
o di kaya, You'll bring me a husband na lang...someone who'll love me forever and we'll live happily ever after (lalo na ako kasi ala na akong babayarang rent!hehe!) :)

kaya friends, pag kelangan niyo ng matutulugan, my place is always open for transient peeps (mura lang fee for a night!hahaha! joke!) pasabi lang kayo!:)

voice...

2005-08-05T16:46:13Z

goodness!
kinausap ako ng boss ko kanina regarding sa voicing ko! syaks! singsong daw ako! "parang batang nagrerecite sa classroom" - yan ang definition sa akin. huhu! :( though, i'm thankful kasi alam ko namang that was for my own good...:)

pero grabeh! nakailang v.o. na ako at tila di pa rin nagbabago ang voicing ko! waaahhhh...:( kung sinu-sino na rin ang hiningan ko ng advise, but no! ang pangit pa rin ng v.o. ko! huhu! :,( Lord, help po...

lipat bahay!

2005-08-02T12:58:23Z

lecheng buhay toh! no, actually, leche ung lilipatan ko at hindi ang buhay ko... akalain mo bang, matapos akong mag-empake ng napakaraming gamit knowing na maglilipat na ako today, biglang nagtext ung lilipatan ko dis oras ng gabi para sabihing nagbago ang isip nila at hindi na ako pwedeng lumipat! TAMA BA NAMAN UN?! LECHE DI BA?!

so, naloka for a while ang bida sa storyang ito, at umiyak ng kaunti, tumingin sa kawalan at tinext ang nanay! tinawagan tuloy ng nanay ang bida! pero ano nga naman ang magagawa ng nanay ng ating bida? eh ilang milya ang layo niya sa anak...ganunpaman, nakahanap ng liwanag ang anak ng maihinga ang sama ng loob sa kanyang ina...hahaay...how i wish nasa bahay na lang ako para di ko na pinoproblema bagay na ito...

ayun tuloy, di ako makatulog...inggit na inggit nga ako kay sophiang BAKLAH na himbing-himbingan ang drama sa pagtulog! huhu!:,(

buti na lang tumawag ang opisina at pinapasok ako kahit day off ko. salamat at may nagawa akong matino sa araw na to!:) dahil kung hindi, malamang nagmumukmok pa rin ako! pero wala akong karapatang magmukmok dahil nga nabibilang na ang araw ko sa tinitirhan ko...:( huhu! bad trip talaga! ang hirap ng NAGHIHIRAP! waaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!

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btw, it's the 3rd day that i haven't given the GUY such special attention! yahoooo!!!ang saya! nakasurvive ako! :) pero masaya nga ba talaga ako? ang hirap kasi pagkinukulit niya ako at pinipilit kong hindi makikulit sa kanya...
:(
anyways, i learned from someone na hindi nga raw niya type yung friend ko. then again, i tried not to react. ala naman kasing masaya dun o malungkot di ba? hahaayyy...buhay...

buti na lang anjan lang lagi si LORD! i love you LORD! mwah! :)

day off ko raw bukas at ala pa naman akong lilipatan, so sugod muna ako sa mga friends ko sa UP...tata!

dream of me...

2005-08-01T12:58:36Z

Let me sleep
For when I sleep
I dream that you are here
You’re mine
And all my fears are left behind
I float on air
The nightingale sings gentle lullabys
So let me close my eyes

And sleep
Per chance to dream
So I can see the face I long to touch
To kiss
But only dreams can bring me this
So let the moon
Shine softly on the boy I long to see
And maybe when he dreams
He’ll dream of me

I’ll hide beneath the clouds
And whisper to the evening stars
They tell me love is just a dream away
Dream away (echo 3x)
I’ll dream away

So let the moon
Shine softly on the boy I long to see
And maybe when he dreams
He’ll dream of me

Oooohhh
Dream of me

by: kirsten dunst

haha! eto na ngayon ang theme song ko! matutulog na lang ako forever! :,)

im sad...

2005-07-29T11:15:37Z

di ko magets ang araw na toh...
lumabas naman ako, nagtrabaho, nakita ang inspirasyon, pero heto't di pa rin ako masaya...
i feel so down...:( parang pagod na pagod eh di naman talaga ganun ka-haggard ang araw ko...bakit po?!

when i read rj's comment sa entry ko, i feel like crying...huhu! :(
mamimiss ko talaga housemate ko...how's it gonna be paglumipat na ako?:(
paano na ako makikisama na naman ulit? i mean, this would be the first time for me to live as a boarder.
syaks! mamimiss ko rin ung feeling na independent ka sa sarili mong place! arghhh!
bakit kasi ang baba ng sweldo...

teka, mukhang i have to go na...tinatawag na ako ng alak! waaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!

hmmm...hmm....

2005-07-14T12:08:54Z

well, back to work after my 1st 2-day official day off. actually, i really dont want to miss my job. if i could just ask them to let me report, i would gladly be present here in the office...:)

i have my reasons of course!

1st-i dont really know what to do when i'd be off. i have no one to talk to especially now that most of my friends are also busy with their own jobs or they're still busy with school. it would be unfair if i insisted that they meet me on monday and tuesday night if they have something to do the next day. (though i really appreciate spending my 1st day off last monday with soft, arjay and armi!:)

2nd-i dont have enough money to go out on my own or even with friends! gosh! :( my financial state is so sad...:(

3rd-i really enjoy my job. its tiring, yes! but its fun! :) especially when im out in the field trying to do a story - a real one indeed!:) especially these days that lots is happening to our country. amazingly, i am witnessing history unfolding right in front of my very eyes!:)

4th-someone is too special to miss from work! :) even just a glimpse of him makes my day! hahaha!:) (here i go again....) as i've said before, he ain't that handsome but he's very charming! :) very nice person, as in! i might not know him that much but it seems like i've known him forever...maybe its because his eyes are very telling - very true! :)

today, he added life to my seeming unproductive life in the newsroom. i could only wish i did the same to his very hectic day. anyway, he's leaving tomorrow for an out-of-town job...huhu! i would miss him again...huhu!:) how i wish i could go with him and the others. not that i want to be with him 24/7 (though it would be nice, hehehe!). the thing is, he's going to my homeplace. huhu! i miss my mama and papa! :,(